Rants & Raves

The World Spins madly on! Just feeling like everything is moving and going on around me. Wondering when I should step back into life. Wondering when things are going to happen for ME. I'm not a selfish person by any means. And I'm not the type of person to say me me me. But I can't help but feel that good/great things are happening for so many of my friends. Whether it be jobs, engagements, babies..you name it. I'm so happy for my friends, they are usually what makes my world matter and my life go on. But I can't help but feel that I'm losing something. Losing friendships. Losing time. I just want my normal life back. I want to be working. I want to be able to pay my bills (on time). I don't want to worry about the rent check bouncing. I know I'm not alone in being unemployed, the unemployment rate continues to climb. Should that help me feel better? Some people think so. To me it just says more people fighting for the same jobs that I am trying to get.
Oh, and lets talk about common courtesy when it comes to job interviews. When you (interviewer) say you are going to call the applicant within the next week. DO IT! And if you don't have the guts to do it, send and email. Or at least respond to the one I have already sent you. This has become my biggest pet peeve lately. It's just rude. Considering I am interviewing for Cust Svc jobs and Sales jobs these are things that they would expect of me. So HELLO!!! Common Courtesy people, really it's not that hard!
My other latest pet peeve is bills. And Dr's offices that are incompetent. I've had to deal with a lot of them lately. Fighting with them tooth and nail just to get records from them. My records. Just to try and see a new doctor that may or may not want to see me. So OK, I'll just lay here in pain until ya'll get your act together and decide to help me. Geez!!! Didn't you sign an Oath to help people when you became a doctor? What's it called the Hypocritical oath?! Oh and the bills that you decide to send 6 months after you do a procedure. That are astronomical amounts! Really you think you're going to get that money from me....ahhahahhahahah! I will pay you $10 a month for the next 10 years, how is that for a payment plan!???
I'm not the type of person that has astronomical credit card debt. But I'm beginning to accumulate that in Dr's Bills. Really it's insane how much they charge for band-aids in hospitals!