Oh how I can't wait for this day. The day we have no more sorrow, no more pain. The victory will be won. We will be with our maker forever in eternity. We fight with our emotions day to day whether they be good or bad. I myself am kinda tired of being in pain. And so are a few other people I know. So I'm just relishing in the fact that someday near or far from now we will have no more sorrow or pain. Below is a song from one of my favorite artists-Chris Tomlin.

God Bless!

"I Will Rise"
lyrics-chris tomlin
There's a peace I've come to know
Though my heart and flesh may fail
There's an anchor for my soul
I can say "It is well"

Jesus has overcome
And the grave is overwhelmed
The victory is won
He is risen from the dead

And I will rise when He calls my name
No more sorrow, no more pain
I will rise on eagles' wings
Before my God fall on my knees
And rise
I will rise

There's a day that's drawing near
When this darkness breaks to light
And the shadows disappear
And my faith shall be my eyes

Jesus has overcome
And the grave is overwhelmed
The victory is won
He is risen from the dead

And I will rise when He calls my name
No more sorrow, no more pain
I will rise on eagles' wings
Before my God fall on my knees
And rise
I will rise

And I hear the voice of many angels sing,
"Worthy is the Lamb"
And I hear the cry of every longing heart,
"Worthy is the Lamb"

And I will rise when He calls my name
No more sorrow, no more pain
I will rise on eagles' wings
Before my God fall on my knees
And rise
I will rise

Rants & Raves

The World Spins madly on! Just feeling like everything is moving and going on around me. Wondering when I should step back into life. Wondering when things are going to happen for ME. I'm not a selfish person by any means. And I'm not the type of person to say me me me. But I can't help but feel that good/great things are happening for so many of my friends. Whether it be jobs, engagements, babies..you name it. I'm so happy for my friends, they are usually what makes my world matter and my life go on. But I can't help but feel that I'm losing something. Losing friendships. Losing time. I just want my normal life back. I want to be working. I want to be able to pay my bills (on time). I don't want to worry about the rent check bouncing. I know I'm not alone in being unemployed, the unemployment rate continues to climb. Should that help me feel better? Some people think so. To me it just says more people fighting for the same jobs that I am trying to get.
Oh, and lets talk about common courtesy when it comes to job interviews. When you (interviewer) say you are going to call the applicant within the next week. DO IT! And if you don't have the guts to do it, send and email. Or at least respond to the one I have already sent you. This has become my biggest pet peeve lately. It's just rude. Considering I am interviewing for Cust Svc jobs and Sales jobs these are things that they would expect of me. So HELLO!!! Common Courtesy people, really it's not that hard!
My other latest pet peeve is bills. And Dr's offices that are incompetent. I've had to deal with a lot of them lately. Fighting with them tooth and nail just to get records from them. My records. Just to try and see a new doctor that may or may not want to see me. So OK, I'll just lay here in pain until ya'll get your act together and decide to help me. Geez!!! Didn't you sign an Oath to help people when you became a doctor? What's it called the Hypocritical oath?! Oh and the bills that you decide to send 6 months after you do a procedure. That are astronomical amounts! Really you think you're going to get that money from me....ahhahahhahahah! I will pay you $10 a month for the next 10 years, how is that for a payment plan!???
I'm not the type of person that has astronomical credit card debt. But I'm beginning to accumulate that in Dr's Bills. Really it's insane how much they charge for band-aids in hospitals!